DeathBeforeHonour.

36 days til I get to see Will :( This. Is. So. Shit. Move to Hull god damn it!!!!!! I just want a cuddle 3

lurid-dreams-deceiving-eyes asked: Charl your post is the best thing ever, I love you soooo much sister from another mister!! <3<3<3

Awhhh ^_^ hehe I love you too baby G

I actually think that I can now safely say that I’m truly happy! I had a massive think about my life last night and it just kinda dawned on me that I’m the happiest I’ve been in years. I have real friends, not fakes, people that actually want to spend time with me. And for that, I’m so so grateful. I think I need to thank a few people individually though, those that have stood by me throughout so much shit recently… Penny Chapman; My best friend of almost 4 years. This girl is my rock, I love her so much it’s unreal! She’s always been there for me, and even though we don’t see each other as much as we’d like to, we still know exactly when something’s wrong with one another. I know that she’s only ever a text or a phone call away, and I know that no matter what the problem is, she’ll try her hardest to understand and help, and that’s why I love her so much! We’re like 2 peas in a pod :) I promise that we’ll get our tattoos soon. Thank you for being there for me baba, I love you… Daisy Beach; Haha, my hoebro! We met almost 4 years ago at college. Been buddies ever since! Daisy’s amazing, our conversations can last days and not get boring, and when we’re together we’re constantly bouncing off each other! We know what each others thinking just by a quick glance at one another, and if we don’t like you then you sure as hell know about it :P She’s my pool buddy, even though I cheat so badly, but it’s a laugh so she doesn’t mind. This girls another one that I can always rely on to be there, and I’m the same with her, we can talk about anything, the way that true friends should :) thank you bro, I love you… Hollie Dennison; My sister from another! We met each other at a party last year, love at first sight :P we clicked straight away, and spent all night talking and completely ignoring everyone else at the party, it was like we were meant to be friends! I can’t imagine not knowing this girl now, and even though we’ve lost the people that brought us together in the first place we’ve remained strong and stuck together. We have so many amazing memories together considering we haven’t been friends that long, and most of them are hilarious xD from rolling around the floor in Tescos pissed out of our faces trying to buy Kinder Eggs, laughing so hard we couldn’t count, and making snow angels in the middle of a road, to her drunkenly biting my boob so hard that I was bruised for a week! This girl is one that should never change, I love her so much, I don’t know what I’d do without you Hollie, thank you baby… And last but not least, Will Dilloway. I’m not exactly sure what to write about this guy, because it’s really hard to put into words exactly what he means to me, let’s just say that I have never loved a guy the way that I love this one. He’s so kind, and sweet, and funny, and just generally awesome, he never fails to put a smile on my face. I’m 20 years old and I already know that I’d happily spend my life with him, I don’t know what it is about him, he just makes me crazy xD in a good way though! I hate that he lives so far away :( it means that I don’t get to see him as much as I’d like to, but I guess it means that the time we do spend together is more special, yes I’m a soppy git :P I’d love to wake up to him everyday, but I know thats not going to happen anytime soon, I suppose I just better keep wishing on those shooting stars for that :) even as I’m typing this I’m trying to think of things to say about him, and although there’s a million things running through my head I just can’t put them into words :3his cuddles and his kisses are the most amazing things, you could never have too many :) the way he says “I love you” with his southern accent xD just eeeeep! I love it :) and the way he texts me every single day without fail, calling me baby and telling me he loves me :) I don’t think I can ask for much more than that :) I get to see him next month for 4 days :) I’m so so excited!! Gunna wrap this up now and say thank you, for being the most wonderful guy thats ever wanted to be in my life :) I hope you’re here to stay, I love you.

If you wish to stay in my life, then stay and be a decent friend, if you’re having doubts about wanting to be friends, then just go away and leave it. Can’t be arsed with any more drama.